Thursday, February 14, 2008

it's been a long time.

Realised i haven't blogged in eons. So I'm deciding to now since i'm in waste time strat class.

I guess nothing much noteworthy has been happening. Just going back to school, trying real hard to be a student again; instead of an exchange student! It's real hard though. Absolutely no motivation. Some one told me last night i should quit school and be a travelogue editor. I think that's an excellent idea. Except that it's not vaguely possible.

Just came back from china last night and going to hk next fri. Yes again. Feel like a local exchange student. Except that grades do matter this time. Quite excited about hk. Ppl can't understand why I like to go to hk so much. All i can say is that i love the feeling of being there. Just like how i love london and france. Guess it's the je ne sais quoi of just being there. I feel as though I need a quiet getaway though. Away from the hustle and bustle of city life. Want a beach spa holiday. Just lazing at the beach, pool or spa wasting my time away and thinking of nothing.

Life just has too many troubles. I wonder if anyone can ever truly be happy. The grass is always greener on the other side and ppl are seldom satisfied with what they have. I guess it's really true that only God can satisfy. Fully at least. I realised that only then that you dun have to look anywhere else for anything else to satisfy. Oh well, enough of this religious talk. It's been hard for me to get back there even.

Last year was a terrible year for me. In every single way. I hope this year will be good. The feng shui shi fu in china said that my life should be great overall after looking at my name. He didn't even let me buy a 貔貅 cos he said my life's good enough. I think otherwise though. I guess that's what you call dissatisfication and the grass is greener on the other side.

Oh well. I'll just trying not to think too much and hope for the best!