MY EXTERNAL HARD DISK CRASHED!!!!!!!!!! FREEEEEAAAAAAAKKKKK!!!!!!
Gone with the wind are all my shows and photos over the last 3 years.
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And planning a holiday was never so tiring and frustrating...
HEEEEELLLPPPP!!!
Realised i haven't blogged for a looonngg time..
Can't understand the way i'm feeling recently. Contented lazing at home and doing lazy things.. Perhaps it's the effect of ageing. Yes. At 21. Usually i would party after exams till i drop but now i'm just contented surfing the net or just reading a book and lazing at home..
Well, but i did have my share of fun in the past week.. Went KTV as soon as exams ended. Then went shopping in jb on fri with mum, sis and cousins and went shopping YET AGAIN on mon and wed with wai han and del. And yes. Treated myself to after-exam stress relief - bought LOTS of stuff..
Then i went for this free lash extension thing on wed. PLEASE do not do it if it's free.. It takes excruciating long time to get it done and after that it's excruciating to try to wash your face or even bathe. And when the lashes get into your eyes it's excrutiatingly PAINFUL. And i think it's starting to give me a going-to-be excrutiating eye infection. Why do such horrible things always happen to ME?!
Went to sentosa on fri. And decided to be touristy! Went to see the musical fountain and many many thanks to ju we got to see it free! And WOW how it has improved over the years!! The songs they sang really reminded us of our childhood - days of singing all the community songs.. Wai han was seriously HIGH and EXCITED! HAHA! But well so was I.. We were seriously acting like excited sua ku little primary school kids!! Then the luge! It's seriously fun!! Not to mention I cut right in front of del right at the end! OOPS SORRY DEL.. But it was really fun and relaxing.. For an evening, it just seemed to be worryless..
Lastly, SORRY CLARICE (if you read this)!!! For pang sehing you last night!! I'm really really sorry.. But i was really really tired! I promise i'll make it up to you!!
i'm not perfect
I'm not perfect.. not the least.
I'm not superhuman.. not even close.
I make mistakes. I fall. I'm weak. Just like anyone..
But why am i expected to be perfect?
Why am i expected to carry the burden of many..
I'm just a child who was forced to grow up.
Maybe that has shaped me into who i am today.
Imperfections and gaping holes to fill.
when life sucks...
the saying "it never rains, it pours" must be true.. absolutely true.. trouble and worries like to come in the flock. not even in pairs or threes.
i dun even wanna talk about it.
it sucks.
