a new beginning. or not.

exhausted.

i'm tired tired tired tired tired. i have no idea how to go on anymore. i'm so close to the verge of breaking down. i haven't felt this way in a long time. since jc if i'm not wrong. i'm at the dead end of my wits. i feel drained of any life.

i just wanna dig a hole and hide in my own world and not come out. but reality is harsh and doesn't allow me to do so. i wish i could run away. far far far away. but that's not the solution i know. they say it'll make me stronger. i know it will. but i just wish that time would come quicker.

i wish i could just disappear. or wave everything away. can i?

posted by just me @ 3:30 PM