a new beginning. or not.

Less than 5 hours left...

I'll be leaving Singapore in 5 hours. And honestly.. I'm really afraid. For someone who's so dependent on her family and friends this will be a huge challenge for me.. I know I'm supposed to be feeling excited but I can't help feeling this way.. All the visa shit i'm facing makes it all worse..

I was prepared to buy another air ticket to come home to get my visa but the ind says i'm not supposed to even be in netherlands during the process but.. I'm flying there today.. They say it's at my own risk. So heck it.. I'm just gonna take the risk.. If anything goes wrong i'll be back tmr.. Haha!

That's it for now.. I hope it all works out!!!

posted by just me @ 5:55 PM